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< Owch...that was my cold heart..bastard >

2003-05-05
10:29 p.m.

It's funny how you bring things like this on yourself. what does it take to realise you suck. ah.. diary. i have a diary somewhere but i type faster.

yep. broken heart. yay. im so happpppy. not. what do you do when the person you find you know.. you feel.. you KNOW that that person was meant for you.. was everthing youd ever need. love.. true love..and he has the same shit for you. its awesome. i never knew i could feel like that... then poof ... he doesnt know himself.. doesnt know anything anymore.. cept he loves me.. cept he wants to be with me.. cept.. oh shit.. i guess he doesnt feel anything anymore.. his ex is more prettier and what do you know, easier and stupider.. hes sXe.. straightedge.. im confused.

so i sit in my lil dark room.. skool tomorrow. this computer screen the only thing i see outiside blurs. mmm death.

Muzik playing?: White Stripes-In the cold, cold night

feeling: ah..pain?

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