lucky designs image

< Scrumptiosulyshitasticallytesticallydeliciness >

2003-05-07
4:20 p.m.

ha! 4:20...sorry im immature.

today today...i hated myself less and less..despite the ugly gloomy looking day i hated myself less. 'he' lets uh call him Miami (haha niall!)

well Miami.. he seems dead to me. ive had such highs and lows so quick and so brutal. ive nearly forgotten him at times. feels nearly good.

how to move on. never had this huge of a feeling for anyone, and i open and im crushed. dont see that happening again. the opening.. not the crushing.

i await a phone call from my good friend from Canada.. hes in boot camp now and randomly gets to call me. through all the schitt he's put up with through the years of our online friendship, id consider him a very liable and dependable guy. love him.

Maine.. this tiny spec of an area on the map of good ol fricken usa is just beginning to get green. the snow has completely melted away today. hooway.

haha..if you havent read this you should.. my friend Ghost put this random thing up we were talking about one night. mm lesbians!! go now! lesbians! haha http://ghostofgor.diaryland.com/index.html just look for the Lesbian Gummi Bears entry.. hehe thanks Ghost. :D

i love to laugh.. did you know that? i bet you didnt. if you can make me laugh till i pee my pants i love you. its hard. but 2 people have done that.They know who they are, BABIES (inside joke) thats what everyone needs. someone who can make them laugh. you'll lose weight.

eagles can mate in the air

mmm airborne porn

i have two stars on my cheeks.. and im happy. i proved to someone im not as chubby as they think. that in actuality im not so much but kinda thin. if i wore really low rise jeans youd seen my long and slightly curved torso. yay.

well.. i think im done for the afternoon. i got a dollar bill that said 'track me at www.where'sgeorge.com' interesting no? my bill was in vermont. i know its boring. but the BILL ... talked to ME.. only ME....ha!

Muzik:KMFDM- Hole in the Wall (what a coinky dink.. Ghost also told me of this song, im a big fan of them and this was one of the few songs i didnt know)

Feeling: pfft. relatively happy. hope it lasts. hoorah



Before / After