went to the graduation, and saw the one and only yoko ono. possibly the best graduation ive been to, and yes ive been to one too many.
my cousin has an awesome talent and im so proud of him, i used to think i could draw but him, matt blows my mind with his work. his thesis for graduation is hanging in the window of the chocolate bar thingie in downtown Portland, Maine. hah! he has this whole art thing done on tattoos, yay and congrats to matt.
so i had muchso fun, hung out around the bonfire, ate ate, felt less and less hated. and this is goodness. drunk and high people can be funny. walking through the woods at 12:30 am with a bunch of drunk and high post college students is even more funny. being sober and clean you can only see this funnyness.
thats the third time i knocked down that fucking phone.
6 hour drive from portland to caribou. sucks ass. red neck county. gregs not gonna call. hes not gonna come online so i should just go to bed. maybe.
there was a drunk guy at the after graduation party and i wondered if he was hitting on me as he was drunk cuz.. that wouldve been cool. maybe not. ill go put my clothes in the dryer.
oo quake 3
old.. but it rox
muzik: fordirelifesake- the perfect way to cut myself
feeling: loathing tomorrow..missing some people.. tired.. anxious.
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