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< the day shortens. >

2003-05-21
7:59 p.m.

so ive sat here for the past couple days, spent some time at my girl...friend's house. being in a house full of bi girls... hmm. lol.

'lone again. tiring. but the summer atmosphere has made me much more happier. though i still get shit on. every. day. every. day. by just the most ignorant stupid people. why wont they die. im just a kid but it doesnt matter.

miss you ghost. :(

hurts but i still miss miami no matter how annoyed i think i am by him. ..that reminds me.. i had a dream of him ast night...

i was in this ppol and one of my friends named Maryline was by the side of the pool drawing apparently really well. so im like 'draw my ex, Maryline, but hes mean so make him mean' so she draws a pic of a transformer with his face on the top. then i find myself in miami's car and hes being assish. i dont know why. then suddenly to make things worse he's randomly smoking. im like 'ah... no longer a sxe?! how could you?' and he laughs all evily and shoves me out the passenger door. whats the meaning? i think

i dont know.

i start work saturday. greg might be coming down this friday. im weird.

he hasnt called for a week hope hes good.

i think i have rabies.

doors are looking better than male species more and more as the days pass by.

why do people steal the fan when its directly blowing over you?

why do girls stick out their ass and tits, looking like a duck just to prove they have no ass or tits?

why cant i ever remember every minute of my sleep? why dont i ever recharge

should i sit here and wait all night for fuck knows what or should i go to bed early?

ah well .. ill go do homework hoorah. need real email from real people. im sick of the false illusion seeing i have mail only to find out that its porn or junk. or spam.

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