man i thought today was good
i really hate racism...i really hate it. ive grown up with it... towards my friends and my bfs. and i hate it so much.. i met a sXe today who.. stupid me.. i assumed he was cool. he had morals.. but what i couldnt fathom was his hatred.. telling me how he beat a black guy down just because he was a black guy. a nigger. i fucking hate bigots.........a new lesson i didnt want to learn today...
its so beautiful today.. i miss it. now its a humid night. i look guyish.. got my hair cut short
i like it though..
talked to miami.. i give up. hurts too much..
i wanna go to sleep.. so bad and just never wake up. might be going to an alternative ed... because of the kids at skool..schitt
muzik:otep-blood pigs
feeling: uncomprehension