< shoulder blades are your wings >
2003-06-04been boring, these past couple days. well not really but in viewpoint of skool. yes. i wanna be a lady bug now.
ive ceased letting the people of my shitastic skool walk all over me. that lil anorexic, fake tan, fake hair, fake nails and trendy thong slut.. i wont let her make fun of me ever again without my fist in her skinny 4lbs makeup face. not so perfect with an imprint in your skull are you, Cornjob?
anyways....ive had some really interesting dreams. i wish i could live in my sleep
never wake up
continue to dream...
never wake up..
what if you die in the middle of a dream? do you just shut off.. never to return to the real world.. wouldnt be so great.. nor so terrible. your death isnt that bad. and you didnt see any of it . you dont know it was bloody because you were under the euphoria of sleep. mm. and what if youre stuck in a dream.. for whatever eternity may be, shit i hope its one where i rule the world and never sadden.
i hate trends. i hate thongs. i hate shit and i hate avril lavigne. even more i hate dirty cum stain looking pants. you know.. the jeans you pay 30 something dollars for. youre paying for 1. look of fake white (cum) stains on your ass and directly in the middle of your legs.
2. not only 1. but you look like you rolled in dirt right after someone jizzed on you
3. you have Tommy etched on your supposedly 'rough' looking trendy jeans
4. you look like an asshole who needs to buy shitty looking clothes because the people who have the real clothes that look like that mistakingly are so much lower than you (fucker)
5. whats wrong with you?
anyways
what is the fascination with duct tape? its cool and all but what about bondage tape? much funner.
candy necklaces rock.
i decided i wanna be a hummingbird.
night night.
nuff said.
muzik: Luxt- 'cars'
feeling: shitasticaliciouslydevine but also very weird.