i lose some weight, think i might look decent.. but no one really notices sheesh. god i hate coldsores.
so i got some closure.. knew the answers...tortured myself to think and hope they would be diff. but i knew...i hate how i do this to myself. maybe i just need a new bf/gf. hmmm not looking too good. im waaaay too picky.
1. you gotta like muzik. and not just rap. i want some MUZIK. hardcore and blues and industrial and punk and techno. just muzik in general. lol.
2.decent looking. good hygiene. tasty. i love piercings
3. gotta make me laugh. gotta interest me
4. dont be into mudsports/watersports. if youre kinky at all you know what im talking about. BDSM is always a keeper. i am a subbie afterall hehe.
5. accept that i am insane and will always be insane. if youre insane that works as well. we also accept crazy. or peurto rican.
and thats about it. why? yea. because. i got nothing better to mope about.
work is proof that we have to fake to get to the top.
muzik: bleakdecember- killing envy
feeling: hmm ive had my emotions bloodily and mercilessly ripped and beaten from me. so im guessing...hmmmm..im happy as a fucking hardon......
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